Boys...

It all started the weekend of my birthday. I was drunk...and some guys walked in the door. One of them came up to me and said hi how are you and gave me a hug.Gave a hug to the rest of them and went back to talk to the first one. I had the strong urge to hold on to him, so I did. Talked for a little while and then things started getting steamy. I began to feel the urge to kiss him mmmm but I didn't. He whispered into my ear, "I'm really feelin you girl, I just really want to fuck with you, do you want to go outside with me." I felt the strong urge to go, but I didn't no matter how bad I kind of wanted to go. My friend pulled me away and with that, the incident ended. That next weekend, drunk once again, I was confronted by a guy again. I had had my fair share of dancing with a bunch of guys, but at the end of the night, someone came up to me and asked me questions about where I was from among other things. He told me countless times, I think you're really pretty, and I didn't know how to respond, so I just said yeah. Leaning and hugging him. He asked me for my number and I gave it to him, and at that moment called me to make sure it was my number. I dropped my phone as he called and at that point the party was broken up. Everyone left and I stood there with a new number on my phone. That same guy ended up being a student in a class that I am an assisstant for, need I remind you creepin on the students is a no-no. I have not wanted to bring up the subject since it happened, although we have had one conversation where we have talked one on one. I want to bring it up though, I want to relieve that moment again. You see, since then, I have not forgotten about that moment. I have stalked him on facebook and know a little about his friends, but with that simple moment I have been stuck for an entire college semester. I don't know if I like him or what it is, but to top it all off he is in a relationship. With who? I don't know...but I guess I kind of wish it was me...he's not even that cute...but something about him turns me on :)